.Thursday, March 12, 2009 ' 10:25 PM
hi guys! i think this is going to be a long post so if you want to read feel free to read but if not i am not forcing you.
Things started out fine...days goes by, day by day.. and you wish you pray and you hope.and one day your prayers are suddenly answered and ya..there are consquenceses..you get extremely happy but also afraid.easy come easy goes..i have no say
school started fine after while i began to get moodless.and restless..FIRDAY the 13!!! SUCKISH day for me bad luck after another. i guess the myth about friday th e13th is true? at least for me.but i support you all the way..regardless whats your choice.. a thunder storm comes and it will eventually go away i guess i must perservere?all the way?and i guess i am only limtied to this chat box i cant show my feelings.no matter what i wont give up.is god testing me? i guess so. i'll try to understand and also standby you , to me its like a exam which i really suck at .. but i will accomplished it by trying even harder and going the extra mile .I will give me 101% to you. and if i really failed then i have nothing to say but respect you.
I really hope this thunder storm will quickly go away..and i beliefe we can do it.
i can say many things in life i will have to learn it the hardwork.no pain no game.sometimes i wish i could do something but my conscience tells me that i cant do anything . its hard to explain..but all i know now is that we are going through this storm together.
Now i am walking in and out of my room restlessly..today isnt my day i can tell u that.all i can do now is sit back and HOPE.hope that a mircale and my prayer would be turned into reality...i dont know what to do now..i feel lost and confused..its like deciding to take a correct path when there is 2 paths and a wrong turn might cost you your entire life..so now i am just stuck between the two paths deciding which path to take..and i definately dont want to take the path which will cost my life..arghh...i dont wan to risk loosing you..
And the sheer fact that i think something is going to happen, i pray that it will not happen..lets take time to resolve this problem together yea? =D.
Friday's really sucks now..
will be going to msia from saturday till monday so please try not to sms me or call me..i dont think i will going to be enjoying
it. hais.
oh ya. i dont want to demoralise you so ya Jiayous!!! dont give up and rember i will always be here for you.oh the post wasnt that long.last few words DONT GIVE UP!